Dad, Cant believe it has been 4 months since I last see you, I miss you so bad. If I could have a day with you I would have so much to tell you, you would probably end up telling me to be quiet and that I am talking to much. I miss our silly chats, the constant phone calls and your stupid jokes but most of all I just miss being able to see you or call you just to say hi. People say that with time it gets easier and you learn to live with it that is not true I find it harder each day I cry everyday just the smallest thing, I could buy a drink and think Dad would love this. I miss you Dad so bad it hurts, I love you so much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx