When any birthdays and anniversaries come round is times that I think of you most. I think of you daily but more so on these days. My baby Alfie is 5 weeks on Friday and it makes me sad when I look at him to think that he will never get to meet his Grandad and love him as much as I do. I miss you so much each day my life is so different now you are not in it I didnt realise how much of a big part you was in my life until we lost you. I have had a baby and got married without you but I know you would be so proud of how I am today. I love you so much and always will xxxxxx